well maybr not so bad

Well, we went to the probation dept. and she has to go back on Tuesday.I think instead of prison they will put her in rehab. for about 6 mns. to a year. that is what i wanted to happen. that's what she needs. After the probation meeting we went to an AA meeting, all i could think about sitting in that room with all those drunks was the beer in my refrig. and how i really wanted one about then.does that make me bad?